Please don’t be sorry...Please don’t be sorry.... I’ve learned so much through this process. Mainly to be thankful for what I have. Because it can always get worse... I have said a few... By amypollock826 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments2 comments
WTH?!Why couldn’t anyone tell me how the “next step“ in the progression of RA and MS put together would feel like physically and emotionally! Why couldn’t anyone tell me that... By amypollock821 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments10 comments
P.S. (what I do for my RA)I take provigil or modafinil (generic) for my unrelenting fatigue... Make sure your vitamin levels aren’t too high or low. Don’t underestimate vitamins. I use a happy light since I... By amypollock823 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments1 comments
My Past and My DiagnosisI have spent the first half of my life fighting anyone and anything that told me I couldn’t do something, and the last half trying to convince anyone and everyone... By amypollock829 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments2 comments
The Fear and Loathing of PainI officially had pain medication (morphine) put into my pump along with the muscle relaxer baclofen and then I was so ill for the last week not even being able... By amypollock823 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments5 comments
Preparing for a Doctor's AppointmentI have another doctors appointment today, but today it’s with a new rheumatologist. The anxiety of having to explain it all in 20 minutes or less gets me to the... By amypollock821 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments1 comments
End dateEditorial note: Trigger warning - This story discusses physician-assisted suicide and suicidal ideation. This is a tale of reality and honesty There is a vast difference between having suicidal thoughts... By amypollock823 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments6 comments
Lonely Vol 10.8When you are alone with no one and you are going through the worst pain yet you at least in your life you know what to expect living with it... By amypollock822 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments9 comments
Clean FreakI am by far the messiest person ever. I always have been but now that I can’t clean all I want to do is change my house around, I never... By amypollock821 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments1 comments
Self pityI want to start off by saying, logically I’m aware that I shouldn’t feel that way... (but I can almost guarantee I’m not the only one)... But does it matter... By amypollock821 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments4 comments
CursedI no longer want to hit my quiet button... I recently had a pump put in and they don’t pass those out like candy. I was born with issues after... By amypollock821 min readBookmark for laterReactions 0 reactions Comments4 comments
What do you do when you have all the symptoms but no diagnosis?Every time I go get tested, something comes up. So random thing that the doctor can lazily excuse as DX. I have so much but it all ties together right?...Reactions 0 reactions Comments6 replies