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Will it Get Worse?

That’s the million-dollar question, isn’t it?

Will it get worse? Will this rheumatoid disease (arthritis) I’ve got, which has so rudely and inexorably taken up constant residence in my life, get worse than it is right now?

It’s always possible, of course. RD is, unfortunately, still baffling and incurable. It’s also progressive, meaning that over time it does tend to worsen, eventually twisting the joints out of true. Because it causes such widespread, systemic inflammation, RD can affect other parts of the body, too, including the heart, lungs, vascular system, and the eyes. These other disease outcomes may eventually mean disability, too. Some may even cause death.

Right. So, I can hear you whispering, fearfully, “When? How long do I have?”

Here’s the Truth

I want to be up front about the seriousness of rheumatoid disease, so I won’t say “relax.” But I will tell you to take a deep breath and read on. The problems RD may cause happen quickly in some people and slowly in others. So far, there’s no predicting it.

In my own case, it’s been 30 years and counting since I first learned what was making my various joints hurt so bad. It disables me frequently, but not constantly or permanently. It all depends on my daily pain levels. So far, I’ve been lucky. The disease hasn’t destroyed my joints. Even so, when a bad flare hits, I’m lucky to get out of bed without weeping—or at all. But when it’s mild or moderate, I can get up and get going, usually with plenty of heartfelt, under-my-breath cursing as fuel. As far as I know, RD hasn’t affected anything else but my soft tissues, like the bursae in both hips, my right elbow, my Achilles tendons, and the connective tissue in my feet. Did I mention my dry eyes? Joy.

Contrast my situation with that of a dear friend of mine. In just over half a decade RD has cost her a hip, a knee, and a shoulder, each of them now replaced with titanium. Soon, she’s having the other shoulder replaced, too. As if that’s not enough, she’s had several other surgeries to shore up various disintegrating joints, as well, and she copes with constant pain, fatigue, and malaise. Yet before her recent retirement, she managed a high-powered career complete with 60-hour-plus work weeks. This woman was a dynamo! And today, she travels the world, cooks with joy, writes, laughs with delight and abandon, advocates publicly and passionately for others who have RD, and is one of the most loving, generous, and light-filled people I’ve ever had the privilege of knowing.

Another old friend has had RD since childhood, way back before doctors really knew what to do for it. The treatments she underwent as a girl in the 1960s and 70s left her even more disabled than the disease, left alone, might have. But today she’s an amazing woman who’s earned two degrees, written three books about various aspects of rheumatoid arthritis, and she writes an award-winning blog, and has several other projects in the works. She’s a gentle but tenacious advocate for people with RD and disabilities, uses the most modern computer technology as a tool for living well despite RD’s daily challenges, and makes gorgeous, creative photographs—with an actual camera!—in her free time. Whenever I start to feel overwhelmed, I think of her, pull myself back together, and get on with things.

Don’t Worry … but do Treat This Disease

RD hasn’t got a timeline, so there’s not much point in worrying too much about it. Yours may be mild, or not. That doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t treat it, however. Medical science has moved forward by leaps and bounds regarding treatments for this disease over the last 15 years or so, and while none of them is a cure (yet), many hold the distinct possibility of slowing the disease way down and staving off joint destruction and tissue damage. Some people even go into remission.

About that: Remission does exist. It can happen. It happened to me—and lasted for six amazing years. It was an incredible break and one, with luck, that I look forward to enjoying again one day.

In addition, there are non-medicinal things you can do on your own that can help you cope better with RD. You can choose to eat a healthy, balanced diet. You can do some moderate exercise: shoot for half and hour a day, five days a week, both stretching and weight-bearing type exercises. Walking is great for RD. These interventions can help you achieve and maintain a healthy weight, which will relieve stress on your joints and, maybe, slow any destruction down.

You can pay attention to your sleep hygiene, too. (Google it!) If you smoke, you can stop. And you can learn ways to temporarily soothe the pain and other symptoms of the disease without opioids. Use ice/heat packs, a TENS unit, a paraffin bath, or try distracting your mind from the pain/fatigue/malaise with a good movie, game, or book. Learn CBT, or to meditate. Most important? Never give up hope. Those busy little scientists and researchers really are out there looking for a cure.

The Other Part

Now, as to the other side of “Will it get worse?” This is the side that has to do with fear—the immediate, right-now-this-instant fear of worsening pain and disability. Every time one of my joints twinge, that fear rises in my mind, just like Putin over the far Alaskan horizon. It sets off an unwanted inner conversation. “Ow! That hurts!” Then: “Uh-oh. Will there be more? Will it get worse? Will it get really, really bad? What will I do? How can I cope with that today? How will I get what I need to do done? Oh no!”

Psychologists call this fearful inner conversation catastrophizing. It’s a word I hate with all my heart even though I know it’s pretty much right on, because it’s often used along with words that casually, cruelly minimize my very real, very reasonable fear of more, and worse, pain. The implication? I’m weak. My pain is all in my head.

Well, I’ve some news for the psychologists. Those of us with RD don’t fear pain because it’s imaginary. We fear it because we’ve experienced it in all its right-here, right-now badness. Who wouldn’t be scared of it happening again?

But most often that sudden twinge or mild-to-moderate flare doesn’t blow up into something worse. Usually, the painful twinge is momentary and fleeting. Usually, the mild or moderate flare—the kind I have the most often and have learned to live with day-to-day—simply fades away after a few hours or days. Yes, then it returns. But still …

Tricks of the Trade

There are tricks you can learn to help you cope with this very real “will it get worse” fear. I tell myself to wait and see, but not to worry. Worrying doesn’t help. In fact, worrying may cause more problems by increasing your stress levels. Studies have shown that emotional stress can make RD worse or even cause flares. The mental is the physical, and vice versa. So, I take a deep breath, tell myself to chill, and get on with whatever I’m doing.

You can also learn to recognize that destructive inner conversation before it gets far enough to do you any harm. Once you realize you’re stuck in that scary, roller-coaster loop of negativity, you can take a big mental step backward. “Whoa,” you can tell yourself. “That’s enough. This twinge probably doesn’t mean anything. It won’t get worse, or really, really bad. And if it does, well, you’ll deal with it just like you did the last time. The world won’t end because of it. You’ll do what you need to do, and you’ll be gentle with yourself. You’ll go out of your way to smile, to laugh, to find distractions from it. Remember that new book you just bought! If this twinge turns into a bad flare, you’ll have time to read it!”

I know. I’m an incurable optimist. But I really can’t think of a better way to live with this aggravating, frustrating, incurable disease. Hope keeps me going.

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  • Tari L Bramlett
    1 year ago

    Thank you for your articles here Wren!! They Always help me! This is just one of my favorite lines from above: “The mental is the physical, and vice versa. So, I take a deep breath, tell myself to chill, and get on with whatever I’m doing.” I have been working on my not letting negative thoughts or worrisome ideas hang around in my mind lately. They only increase my blood pressure and my pains. The more positive I remain and the better my mood, the healthier I will be Today! 🙂

  • Ann B Wall
    2 years ago

    My anxiety and worry are early childhood memories, with me for too long, Lately I was feeling a lot of stress with job change and difficulties and it actually helps me sometimes to say hey it can get worse. In a perverse way that inevitable possibility (strange wording ) is comforting. As difficult as the past few months have been I say OK ann if you can’t do this something else will come up. If you have to be completely disabled what can you do? Enjoy each day that you can function independently and be grateful. Its an ebb and flow these emotions with chronic illness, my big problem is wanting others to understand and somehow validate my experience or even my being as I struggle to work. thanks for a great article and thanks for listening. –

  • Wren moderator author
    2 years ago

    Hi Ann,
    You know, you sound a lot like me. Part of my optimism has always had its base in my overactive imagination, which forces me to conjure up situations that are far worse than the one I currently find myself coping with. Knowing that things CAN be worse makes today feel at least somewhat easier–and often, a lot easier–to deal with. So I get what you’re saying completely.
    I also feel that it’s a good way to approach life with RD. We do all kinds of things with this disease that would surprise the heck out of most people without it. Walking, working, doing household chores, raising children and being a spouse–we do all of these things even as we cope with sometimes awful pain, fatigue, malaise, or all three at once.
    I want to thank you for your comment, Ann. Thank you for validating all of us who live with RD every day. Sending a hug your way. 🙂

  • Lawrence 'rick' Phillips moderator
    2 years ago

    Wren, I think the thing about worry is that it acts like a crazy monster under your bed. You know the monster is big, but if you reuse to confront it it grows to epic proportions. I try to confront my monsters (except the one in the front closet, that thing is wicked I am sure of it).

    Really paralyzed in fear is the most limiting of all circumstances.

  • Wren moderator author
    2 years ago

    Hi, Rick,
    My monster is the dragon in my joints. I do my best to confront it so it can’t grow any bigger–it’s already big enough!–but my success varies. 😉
    I hope the one in your closet stops growing!
    Take care, friend. Thanks for commenting! 🙂

  • Lawrence 'rick' Phillips moderator
    2 years ago

    I think the big question is, will it get better> I doubt either case. Everything changes, maybe someday for the super fun of the occasion.

  • Larry Sawyer
    2 years ago

    Good job, an excellent essay.
    Along your line of thinking, I have journaled my interactions with my two friends, pain and fatigue for about 30 years. they have to be really bad guests to earn a note on my calendar, really light me up.
    I started doing this to see if their was a correlation between an exceptional flair and a new and interesting attack. I think the answer is no, for example my hip bursitis came to visit and decided to stay seven years ago will we were visiting the Channel Islands. No fan fare, slipped onto my list while we sleeping on a hard foam mattress. Has been with me every since. Guests that seem to arrived with no announcement were bursitis, Sjogren’s,nurology, drop foot,cardio myopathy and muscle wasting. Guest who sent emissaries were Pancreatitis, connective tissues disease and ulcerative colitis.
    Like you I have been fortunate to enjoy joint pain without its friend joint destruction.
    My way of coping with RA friends is to try to relegate them to a minor part of my life. making interactions with them as minimal as possible.
    Meanwhile, (my relations with those who try to minimize the consequences of RA) need to be as pleasant and cordial as possible. Knowing that doctors, nurses, and the cleaning staff will forever be apart of my life, I learn who they are, what they like and why they do what they do. Doctors and nurses have become my golfing partners, collaborators in publications written about life without a colon and drinking partners after work. Mi casa, su casa. for this community of providers became a new addition to my family’s community
    Finally for my family I have tried to benchmark the phrase , “it hurts”. When I say that, my spouse of 49 years know’s that I am in that territory which scribes my usefulness as a human. It is an understanding of limits, at which I need to go to bed and wait it out. because it just got worse.
    be well, God bless

  • Ann B Wall
    2 years ago

    I found your expression (reply) so wonderful read and can relate. Keep your great attitude and God Bess you Larry

  • Larry Sawyer
    2 years ago

    thank you

  • Wren moderator author
    2 years ago

    Hi, Larry,
    Thanks for your kind words about this post. It sounds like you’ve given a lot of thought to how you approach your RD and its symptoms and comorbidities, and that you’ve arrived at a very healthy attitude. I love that you’ve made friends of your medical caregivers as well. I firmly believe that our doctors and nurses can only benefit from knowing how the disease they’re treating actually affect their patients’ day-to-day lives.
    Thank you for leaving such a thoughtful comment. I hope today is one of those days when you *don’t* need to tell your spouse “it hurts!” 🙂

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