I am 42 & was diagnosed last yr, after a yr of heart trouble & a ton of Dr visits, I have been on so many drugs plus methotrexate nothing was working. I was unable to continue my job as a cna so I lost my job & my insurance. I stopped all the meds & have been trying natural stuff. But its not working. I feel like I’m laying here waiting to die & I’m terrified. I have 3 grown kids & a grandson & a wonderful man who tries to help. But I’m losing myself. I need advice. I have so much more I wanted to do.