I'm sorry to hear that your doctor died, and that you're currently in so much pain it's difficult to get out bed in the morning! Losing your doctor sounds like a devastating blow. Was this your rheumatologist? Would your previous doctor's office be able to help connect you with a new doctor? Or could you reach out to your general practitioner until you can connect with a rheumatologist? Please know our community is here for you! -- Warmly, Christine (Team Member)