, hello and welcome to the community! While I wish there was no such thing as RA and we had no need for a community such as this one, I am glad you found us. I don't know how you're feeling about your diagnosis, but I can tell you that whatever you are feeling, it's normal and okay! Whether you're mad or relieved or confused or numb, all of those feelings are valid. Please don't hesitate to reach out if you have any questions. We're happy to help in any way we can. Best, Erin, RheumatoidArthritis.net Team Member.