Hi Everybody,
I feel like I have a strange case of RA, I want to believe I've been mis-diagnosed, sadly I know I probably have not. My first guess that I had RA was when I was diagnosed with a giant cell tumor about a year and a half ago in one finger and it was surgically removed, at that time the tumor was tested for RA and it was negative. I was happy with that diagnosis and relieved. Then I started having pain in both hands and also burning sensations, sometimes pain in my feet, achy, stiffness, sleep problems and exhaustion. I contributed that to menopause and old age, I'm 52. I went in for a full physical and was telling my general medical dr. all my symptoms. I wasn't in a lot of pain, more annoying then anything, but definitely liveable by taking advil. I'm a avid mountain biker and a hiker, I exercise 5-6 days a week so pain is more common than not after a hard work out. I do think that I woke up feeling more tired lately but always pushed myself to work out and go to work and just put mind over matter. My gen medical dr. took x-rays of both my hands and did blood work and immediately sent me to the rheumatologist after he saw my x-rays. My rheumatologist dr. graduated from UCLA & Stanford Medical school, even his dad is a doctor. He was young and seemed like he knew his stuff. After the appointment I asked him after an hour appt.and going over all my symptoms and x-rays if I had RA, he said "100% yes" due to my x-rays showing erosion and the type of bone loss and my symptoms. I was shocked, all my blood work stated I didn't have RA or inflammation, it didn't make sense, I wanted more proof. I was in disbelief, I didn't want to take the steroid shot or the DMARD, it was a chemo drug and bad for your liver. I emailed him several times over the weekend, he even emailed and called me to re-assure me. At times I still want to belief it isn't true, so I can just put mind over matter and wish this disease away. I have done tons of reading and research. I look at the blogs, everything about this disease scares me especially the unknown. I am going to continue with my meds and keep exercising and try to have a positive attitude but sometimes I have days when I say "F" RA, this can't be happening to me.