First off, just know you are not alone. Never alone. Even if we can't physically be there, we are legion here and other places all around the world and no matter what you may think, many of us know exactly how you are feeling and what you are going through. Me, personally, I am going on forty years of this wretched disease, so I have been through pretty much everything a person can experience. Heart attack, cancer, pneumonia - not trying to scare you, just wanted you to know that we have a pretty wide combined experience here and we have heard it all, trust me. I never found anyone locally either, so you are certainly not alone there, but I did find a wonderful bunch of "RA friends" online, and we talk on a monthly basis on zoom. It is a lifesaver at times, and I'm sure you can find something similar here, on our Facebook pages, or on the Internet in general. In the meantime just know you can always come here and be with others who get it when you want to vent, need support, have a question, or just to hand out and read articles. Let us know if there's anything specific we can do to help! Keep on keepin' on, DPM