I have had RA for over a decade and am pretty well controlled, though I flared in January after having the flu and am flaring again this week. It started with the CAJ causing my voice to go out, then the elbow, then the feet, the hips, and hands, etc. I KNOW I should use prednisone...my doc tells me to use prednisone...I have it in my house...but I hate it.
I was on prednisone for 9 years because we couldn't get the RA under control, I finally came off and have been off for 2+ years, using it only when absolutely necessary. I have a mental block or something, an irrational fear that I will need to be on it long term again...
It is a crazy thought loop I go through: Oh, here I am flaring...I should take prednisone (or Vitamin P as I call it) to quell this before it gets worse...meh, it's not that bad so I will wait to take the VitaminP...it's getting worse, but I can deal...
Anyone have an aversion to meds like this?
I am going to head home after work and take the prednisone to get through the next couple of days until my infusion of Remicade. I know it is what I have to do, but I always feel so disappointed that I need it.