Hi Marthab. Sorry you are going through this. Yes, I am on Gabepentin 200 mg every night, but it is to help with fibromyalgia. The burning pain in your joints sounds like active RA to me, which is probably why your Rheumatologist wants to start you on a biologic. Are you on Plaquenil? Have they tried methotrexate? Is the Orencia in addition to other stuff? I am on Plaquenil and methotrexate and they also tried out several biologics, including IV Orencia, before settling on oral Xeljanz. Orencia worked ok, and made things better, but I finally got up the nerve to ask the doctor if all of these RA commercials on tv were real and you really could ride a bike, etc. He told me we could always strive for better as long as my bloodwork could handle it and we tried a few other things. For me, my choice and my focus has been stopping the progression of the disease because I know it can't be reversed and I intend to live a good long time maintaining my mobility. I know that isn't a realistic goal for everyone.
I have had this for 10 years and people look at me and say that I don't look sick. I take that as a compliment and know that I am incredibly lucky. Recently, I have had a significant decrease in my lung function which may mean the Xeljanz isn't doing the job it once was, or it may be something else.
Deciding on a course of treatment can be very stressful and taking the step to a biologic can be daunting. For me, it made my life better, but always in the back of my mind is the thought that I hope they tested them enough and I don't regret my decisions.
I hope you are able to find something that works for you and can also bring you peace of mind.
KT