Hi everyone, I was a national level swimmer and active person my whole life…until RA. As probably like many here I went through years of unexplainable pains and two surgeries before my symptoms sent me to a Rheumatologist for the diagnosis of RA. I am experiencing many levels of grief. I was in denial until my most recent flare (worst to date that left me at times unable to walk). I have been trying to be undefeated (using my skills as an ex athlete) but losing my ability to be active would be the last straw for me. Humera worked well for me for about a year then it stopped working. I tried Xeljanz and it did nothing and led me to the flare I am currently experiencing. I went back on Humera (80 percent better) until I start my first Inflectra infusion on Monday. I want to remain hopeful….is it realistic to think with the right medication I can still live an active life? I am also realistic that I will be at a modified level based on how I am feeling. I love to hike and swim. When Humera worked I was (for the first time in years) doing both of those with so much joy! Thank you for your time and input 🙂