, I am so sorry you are experiencing a noticeable increase in your pain and muscle weakness. I can't offer you any specific advice, for your safety.
But, I will say that each person's RA is unique. And having a sudden onset of new or worsening symptoms can be kind of scary and make you think, "Wait. Is this how it's going to be now?" Keep in mind (and you may already know this) that weather/barometric changes, stress, etc, can cause a sudden flare in symptoms. Even if those things have a never triggered an uptick in symptoms before, it can happen.
I would definitely get in touch with your rheumatologist, if you haven't already. It's also important to rule out other conditions, just in case it's not your RA causing this issues. The right medications can definitely help with many RA symptoms, so that's something to keep in mind. And sometimes, it can take awhile to find the right medication for you. Living with RA can be a balancing act of being optimistic, while maintaining a healthy dose of pragmatism as well. And it's totally ok (and normal) to think about the 'what ifs' and wonder/worry about the future.
I can't remember if I shared this article with you previously (apologies if I did!), but I find it one of the most helpful pieces for the newly diagnosed or those going through a rough patch with their RA -- https://rheumatoidarthritis.net/living/back-to-the-future. Nan (the author) shares some great suggestions for living well with RA, despite what it may throw your way.
All this to say, I *hope* what you are experiencing is just a blip that will clear up quickly, but in case it's not, please know we're here for you and this community is available 24/7 if you have more questions or need a place to share some thoughts.
Keep us posted, if you feel comfortable doing so!
Best, Erin, RheumatoidArthritis.net Team Member.