I feel like a lost cause. My RA doctor put me on hydroxychloroquin. It made me itch so bad that I actually had scabs from scratching. So I had to DC it. So now we’ll try something else. I was supposed to set up a follow-up appt before leaving the office, but I just wanted to get out of there. I sat in my car and cried for 5 or so minutes. I used to take long walks in the desert and take pictures. Now I can’t tolerate the heat and my knees hurt too much. Now I hurt all the time, I’m fat, I feel as if I talk too much about my symptoms people will think I’m a hypochondriac. I do take Zoloft. What else can I do?