I have not been diagnosed with RA but my Dr warned me after a blood work up about 4 yrs ago to keep an eye on my body. I had emergency hysterectomy in 2015 with a PE complication that kept me on a blood thinner for over a year. Now my body feels like its fighting inside for which part of my body can cause the most pain for me. I feel sometimes that this is all made up and all in my head. Is this normal? All signs point to RA but the realization that it just may be my new life is terrifying. Did anyone else go through this while waiting for tests? Why do I feel insane? My body is like like torcher chamber, trapped in pain throughout my body, mind and soul.