I am sorry you are dealing with depression on top of RA, .
The members of this community know how hard it can do to deal with RA day after day. I know you shared in another post on this site that you do feel like your mental health is deteriorating. Do you have anyone you can talk to about this? Like a therapist, counselor, or even your primary care doctor? Everyone can use someone to talk to about the hard things in life, especially when you deal with a chronic condition like RA.
Please know you are not alone in how you are feeling. And you deserve to feel better. I can't promise you will feel better physically, but getting treatment (talk therapy, support, medication, etc) *can* help improve one's mental health.
Again, you're not alone here!
Gentle Hugs, Erin, Team Member.